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about HotChick... it is ok [charles10] 2003-11-24 15:28:15

Been a while. Well, BUMMER. I always enjoy reading your entries. Sorry that you've got a privacy problem. Those ALWAYS suck. Maybe we'll run into each other again somehow. [LarrySmith] 2003-11-08 15:13:26

Been a while. yeah i was wondering when you get a new name or whatever if you could email me so i still read your stuff if that is cool my address is jetcoffee18@yahoo.com [Love Is Lost] 2003-11-05 19:29:55

Been a while. I agree with you about the men thing---you can't control what you feel. Make sure you comment in my diary and let me know your name. Or email me at kristinak83@yahoo.com [angeleyes83] 2003-11-05 12:14:40

Been a while. you suck! i'm sorry you have snoopers. You're just going to be one more casualty of my friends leaving this site. :( [Infinite Love] 2003-11-05 10:13:17

FIRST date. sorta. sounds awesome. [Infinite Love] 2003-10-24 09:51:43

more on Nad I would call you back to hang out. So, why not go for Nad? stay away from Ax. [Infinite Love] 2003-10-21 14:23:14

...sweet. You and I could have a lot in common. Read a few of my entries. I just started dating this guy and I've figured out he's too clingy and I don't know how to break it off without hurting his feelings I'm a few months short of being 18 and he's 24. I dated him last year, before I was in a mixed up realtionship, and things went great. Then we split up because of a huge misunderstanding. he says he always felt like he hurt me. Now were dating again and he's already poured his heart and soul out too me. Its flattering really but it also sort of creepes my out and scares me away. I'm not ready for that yet. What do you think i should do? [fairiesexy] 2003-10-19 14:47:08

...sweet. you have great elbows! [Infinite Love] 2003-10-15 09:29:22

...sweet. Killer smile? Dude, I would die if a guy told me that~!! u are so lucky~!!! do ur thang :P -jenny [sweetness_03] 2003-10-15 07:54:30

me, myself, & I nice song. now I want to hear you sing it in front of me. Christmas? [Infinite Love] 2003-10-11 01:16:34

me, myself, & I well, you would write a love song if you were going out with me ;) [Infinite Love] 2003-10-09 19:35:05

same 'ol routine. Ugggh! I need to get away!!!! Consider yourself lucky. [angeleyes83] 2003-10-03 10:01:28

same 'ol routine. good for you. go out of town and with out Ax and have a good time. [Infinite Love] 2003-10-03 09:51:02

stabbed in the heart. I understand what you are going thru. I have just done the same thing with my boyfriend but we broke up cause we needed time away from each other. But I know this it hurts knowing that I an't with him anymore. Well I hope you do well in he future. [Love Is Lost] 2003-10-01 23:51:24

stabbed in the heart. well, if you're a sucker for being treated like garbage I'm guessing you'll hang out with him. [Infinite Love] 2003-10-01 02:09:18

a rollercoaster in my head. maybe you just need a physical cleansing? [Infinite Love] 2003-09-29 16:51:19

cloud 9. Ugh----is Sike's real name Dave because he sounds exactly like my ex. [angeleyes83] 2003-09-26 16:25:00

cloud 9. I tell you what, young lady: Don't EVEN worry about being nice to your new psycho stalker. Set the boundaries NOW. Be Rude. Tell him in no uncertain terms to GO AWAY and LEAVE YOU ALONE. If you've read about my stalker, you'd know to nip this in the bud, immediately. ACT NOW!! [LarrySmith] 2003-09-22 19:48:59

cloud 9. whoa! I guess this shows how desirable you are to men. woo hoo, hot stuff! You can get a guy to propose to you on a second date. Ya, sounds psycho. Now, what was the problem again with Ax, since you enjoy him so much? [Infinite Love] 2003-09-22 16:24:33

life these days. I'm into Jenny because of her qualities and that's more than I can say for any other relationship I've been in. I want a healthy relationship. [Infinite Love] 2003-09-17 14:40:51

life these days. I can be you're new hottie and I have spunk for you. [Infinite Love] 2003-09-16 16:16:08

surprise mail... yes, rosy fingers, using your fingers on yourself now since no guy. [Infinite Love] 2003-09-11 13:40:12

surprise mail... ok, well have fun with Rosy Fingers. Ya, I think Jenny probably is ideal. Yup, it's possible. I don't know what you think us guys are doing, but i'm ok. [Infinite Love] 2003-09-10 16:19:00

surprise mail... yes, but can you afford not having any sex with men? [Infinite Love] 2003-09-10 12:13:16

...rules. Bundles of truth in that one, young lady! That Savage Love article was funny, I read it too. And the breaking of the rules is a bit puke-inducing. You're not alone. [LarrySmith] 2003-09-09 19:29:22

...rules. i stopped making rules so that now I don't have any to break. My only rule is to not get pregnant----and I will not break that one. [angeleyes83] 2003-09-09 17:05:39

...rules. how old are you? [Infinite Love] 2003-09-09 16:37:11

Dinner w/Ax... no, because women have to take responsibility for themselves. [Infinite Love] 2003-09-09 12:54:10

Dinner w/Ax... no, i don't know how hard it is to find a nice man. However, i do know how hard it is to find a woman who isn't kuckoo or damaged beyond repair in a founationally threating way. [Infinite Love] 2003-09-08 13:42:39

Dinner w/Ax... hmm, you hate all men? [Infinite Love] 2003-09-08 11:26:58

up & down, in the middle. So.... what does 1HotChick look like? You KNOW we men are very visually oriented. Throw this dog a bone! [LarrySmith] 2003-09-03 18:10:39

up & down, in the middle. can I get your email addy? [Infinite Love] 2003-09-03 10:32:00

up & down, in the middle. My smilin' face! Just type it all in, and gawk at your leisure. PLEASE delete the info once you get it, so others don't track me down like a dog...... ANYWAY, you have been busy! Sorry that Ax is kinda showing his true colors. Especially about being cheap. It sucks not having a lotta extra cash......And when I was a younger man, I wanted an older woman, to show me the way! Someone who knew how to handle her body, and how to move, and who wanted to do IT with the lights on, on purpose!.......But now I'm jonesing for a sweet young thing. How ironic......Speaking as an ex-Ax, he'll continue this "why buy the cow when the milk is free" routine until YOU change it.......no drama necessary. Just a few invitations to do things with you that go turned down by him, and it'll be clear what he wants......Anyway, keep writing! I love your diary. [LarrySmith] 2003-09-02 20:43:18

up & down, in the middle. no gigs in December yet, but I can always give a private show. You're right, I only know you from this diary, but it's a way to get to know you better. [Infinite Love] 2003-09-02 14:34:17

up & down, in the middle. yup, that's typically the case with guy friendships. It goes the same way with women as well. at least you're getting some good sex. [Infinite Love] 2003-09-02 14:28:26

...younger men. How old are you now then? oh and as for Ax, I read some of your other entries, you should kick him to the curve. it's ok to want to not spend gobs of money on a date, but going to the park having a picnic is not expensive. [desperate_shadows] 2003-09-01 07:20:24

...lame. I'm in CA. You can get a Cd by going to that website that someone wrote in your diary. [Infinite Love] 2003-08-30 12:19:26

...lame. well, now you know he's a loser, so if you don't dump him then that doesn't make you any better. I already made you an offer. [Infinite Love] 2003-08-30 11:36:57

flings. whenever you're done with your flings, let's start up the real thing. I don't know when I'm going to be touring in your town because I don't know where you live. But I'd love to do a private show for you. ;) [Infinite Love] 2003-08-27 16:34:55

....Ax no, that wasn't me. I suspect a bitchy ex girlfriend gave you the information. [Infinite Love] 2003-08-26 20:49:43

....Ax You know that I have the same problems as you and I'm kinda in the same situation that you are right now. Just don't jump into ANYTHING emotionally for awhile, even if he seems to be really into you. When he's not sure how you feel he'll keep coming back for more, when you lay everything out for him he will lose interest--fast. Believe me, I think I might be starting to understand men. [angeleyes83] 2003-08-26 20:03:47

....Ax My opinion? Stop thinking so much! I think you have a good plan. But I speak for myself when I say it freaks me out to have her in my face all the time, from the get-go. If you can resist your urge to put on the full court press, I bet things will evolve just fine. And if he has a big ol' boner for you while that's happening, well, all the better. [LarrySmith] 2003-08-26 17:25:13

....Ax www.butchberry.com [Anonymous] 2003-08-26 09:39:23

....Ax yes I have a website, but I like to be anonymous here unless we're going out. [Infinite Love] 2003-08-25 22:01:03

....Ax wait. you're talking like he's gone? you're still with him, so how do you know it's not going to work out? [Infinite Love] 2003-08-25 15:55:07

moving on. I read your entry and I thought that I was reading the story of my life. I ALWAYS have a string of three week romances that fizzle. One of us always loses interest and then nothing ever happens. I haven't had a boyfriend in over two years. What's wrong with us? NOTHING! Men just can't handle that we're independent women who don't need them. (We must keep telling ourselves this). :)~. [angeleyes83] 2003-08-08 18:55:39

moving on. yes, I'm a guitarist. maybe we can get together. where do you live and can I see your picture? [Infinite Love] 2003-08-07 13:44:14

moving on. funny, because that's exactly how I feel about women. [Infinite Love] 2003-08-06 20:00:10

my kinda guy Congradulations i hope that he is the one for you. [sweetsunflower16] 2003-07-11 23:32:57

my kinda guy Congrats----it's not often you can find a guy like that. [angeleyes83] 2003-07-08 16:19:01

my kinda guy Hey, that sounds awesome! congrats on cumming [Infinite Love] 2003-07-08 14:29:50

Dominance Het HotChick.... to answer your question, yep, within limits, I go both ways. But I have a very strong preference for women. But sometimes you gotta do what you gotta do. [LarrySmith] 2003-07-03 22:45:01

my age. Congradulations! And I think I'm gonna puke. Sometimes it works to strongly steer the conversation to the issue of personal hygene. Then comment freely about how everyone needs to wash, and how people who don't wash think they are getting away with it, but they're not. And how it's hard to smell your own stink after a while. Like working in a coffee shop or whatever; after a while you don't even smell the coffee, even though everyone else who walks in is bombed with it. Tough situation..... good luck. [LarrySmith] 2003-06-28 17:03:13

why BOYS & GIRLS can't be friends i know how you feel about not wanting to say something but not wanting him to feel like there is something there. I haven't been on here in forever but hopefully i'll start again. No computer at my new apartment. Oh, and the drummer from Greenwheel passed out on my couch a couple weeks ago. Thought that was pretty funny. He was really wasted. I know you like them. [angeleyes83] 2003-06-09 18:46:26

why BOYS & GIRLS can't be friends Ha ha! That's the price for being ONE HOT CHICK. That's the price of beauty. But it sounds like you are right on track, giving him the benefit of multiple doubts. But of course, if he continues applying the full court press on you, well, sayonara. Wondering if he's gonna cop a feel off you when you're passed out drunk is NOT any basis for a "friendship." You are on it. Carry on. [LarrySmith] 2003-05-30 17:04:41

ME It seems as though he's a little controling. And if he's controling at THIS point in your relationship, imagine how it'll be if your relationship goes any further....even marriage?? You don't seem like the type of girl that's okay with a guy controlling your life. I realize that I'm in no position to give romantic advice, but it's definitely something to think about... [aimeeisqueen] 2003-04-24 01:37:36

ME Ok...getting you to try his religion, is ok, cause he just wanted you to check it out, and that's all good, but getting you to try and completely change, it just isn't right. Tell him how you feel, and don't doubt who you are, cause you seem to be trying to figure that out, just don't let him sculpt you into someone you aren't, seems like you're a free bird, who comes to people, but might soon be caged if you don't watch out..Goodluck, if ya ever need to talk, my email is Pjournell@cs.com, my AIM sn is PlayBoy87Bunnie, and my yahoo is innocent_and_tears...LoL..I kno, lots of screennames and all. [desperate_shadows] 2003-04-21 12:08:13

Late At Night I think the above comment is right. I really doubt that he's totally religious. I haven't heard of any religion that says that premarital sex is okay, and oral sex is definitely a type of sex. I think it's kind of strange that he wants you to go to some church thing. Oh well. [aimeeisqueen] 2003-04-19 20:32:09

Late At Night I don't think he's to too religous if he's willing to do all that...try and give it a chance to work out before you let the idea of yall together go away completely. Goodluck [desperate_shadows] 2003-04-19 17:06:59

Finding Me. It's a girl thing. We have to know where a relationship is going before it even begins. About the tan...be smart about it. Use sunless tanner, or go to one of those tanning places that uses the spray. Skin cancer isn't worth it. I had an aunt die from melanoma, because she scratched off a mole without realizing it, and then went tanning. [aimeeisqueen] 2003-04-15 02:25:39

Daydream. I don't really understand going to a hotel to watch movies? What's wrong with his place? Or did you already say that he's married? I can't remember.... [aimeeisqueen] 2003-04-13 00:13:18

Margaritas and more. Men are very touch sensitive, in fact I think we are ALL pigs when it comes to that. You could drive a guy into sensory overload if you prolong the firing of those nerves long enough and we all know what happens then... [mp3Rayne] 2003-04-12 15:56:20

ashamed. Wait...is this a REAL cousin? Or just someone with the same last name? If it's someone that's blood-related, or even related by marriage, I say STAY AWAY!! Let's say you're interested in someone, think about what would happen if you married them. If by marrying them, your cousin would become your brother-in-law (or something like that), don't even go there. [aimeeisqueen] 2003-04-10 17:42:57

ashamed. Just gotta take the conseqeunces but we don't mind helping anytime you can still always depend on us! ^_^ [MakenZero] 2003-04-10 17:31:05

Age. I completely agree with the common sense thing. It seems like there are no *normal* guys out there. But who's to say who's normal. (OMG--coupons? That is horrible, and the funniest thing I've heard in a long time). [angeleyes83] 2003-04-04 16:10:49

Sweet Kisses I always trust my gut instincts and if I think that a guy is a little "off" then I'm usually right. You may not find out now but sooner or later something will come up. And I know how it is to be turned off by little things, it's the story of my life. [angeleyes83] 2003-04-04 03:03:24

Blabbing I once stopped liking a guy because his pants and shoes were HORRIBLE. And I dated this guy and saw him at his work one night and he had parted his hair on the side and then gelled it and combed it over. It was so bad. [angeleyes83] 2003-03-26 17:43:18

the gym. i used to go to walmart every night after i got off work at midnight. there was this guy who worked the night shift there that would always tell me that i was so pretty. that always feels nice when u look like shit after work. [angeleyes83] 2003-02-23 02:12:51

hotel. hey girl.. u probably dont remember me cuz i havent written anything in like 2 years, but i remember you, youre an awesome writer and your stories are pretty interesting! anyway.. im proud of you for not giving in.. you were DRUNK too? wow.. thats balls! ..i hope you arent still considering dating this guy after your conscience is tellin you all he wants is some PUSSY!! [E1izabeth] 2003-02-19 04:45:56

hotel. What he said is true. I always forget my instincts and keep talking to the person and they always let me down. Any guy who tries to sleep with you on the second date has no relationship in mind. Plus, think of it this way, in a year if you had slept with him, do you really think he'll still be around? [angeleyes83] 2003-02-14 02:52:44

hotel. Always a good rule: Trust your instincts. If something is telling you to run away, then scoot. [LarrySmith] 2003-02-12 14:12:43

the Bar scene. well, he seems like a nice guy and maybe he's fun to go out with but i like that you didn't talk about your sex life with him that much. You don't want some guy thinking that sex is all he's gonna get from you. [angeleyes83] 2003-02-04 21:08:04

Possessive Guy??! Sometimes those psychics have something, but how are you ever going to know if you don't try? You at least have some inkling of what to look out for, so go for it, and if he starts getting possessive, you can always leave. [Jessique] 2003-01-31 11:24:59

Possessive Guy??! Well, i wouldn't go by what some psychic says because it's all a load of crap. Plus, you just met this guy and you're already wondering about the "relationship". Don't utter that word around him or you'll never see him again. Just go have fun and see what he's all about. Don't forget to write about it! [angeleyes83] 2003-01-28 20:58:05

Possessive Guy??! Forget about the psihic. Do you really neeed somebody to tell you what to think? I think you should try. [sancia] 2003-01-28 09:40:51

A Psychic Vision I've had possessive and he seemed nice at first and then he turned into a loser. So, you really can't win. My horoscope says that my relationships with men will be good tomorrow--and I have a date for tomorrow. Hmmmm. I hope you meet that guy who you will be good with---it's the winter and it seems like being a good guy is out of style this year or something. [angeleyes83] 2002-12-18 00:51:34

A Psychic Vision I sometimes wonder if psychics are just unknowingly passing on what the Devil is telling them. Could be part of Beealzebug's master plan. I don't even read my horoscope in the newspaper anymore. Yes, I'm a paranoid freak. [LarrySmith] 2002-12-11 19:50:30

Hottie. Okay, that's so wrong. Don't do it!!! You know what's funny about it? You freaked out about dating that one guy, because you had the same last name....but you guys weren't related. But now you're considering hooking up with your first cousin? It's so dirty... [aimeeisqueen] 2002-12-09 01:43:34

Hottie. I totally agree. I am not one to turn down an extrememly good looking guy but just remember that one of his parents and one of yours HAVE THE SAME PARENTS. And you two share grandparents. It's not worth the embarassment of the family reunion year after year. [angeleyes83] 2002-12-08 03:18:15

Hottie. I'm with Larry. Don't wierd it out. Go out to a movie, have fun, go gambling together but DO NOT HIT THE SACK. [Eraser] 2002-12-07 19:52:54

Hottie. Jesus CHRIST! Your COUSIN? And your first cousin, to boot? Do you not understand the genetics of being first cousins? You two share a large percentage of genetic code. It is a crime against nature to act on that. And from that moment on, you two would feel super weird about seeing each other. Imagine the discomfort of THAT for the next 50 years of family get togethers. I vote a big NO on the hook up with the cousin. [LarrySmith] 2002-12-06 18:56:58

A 'Lil Girl. Why can't your friends know? [angeleyes83] 2002-11-19 20:04:58

A 'Lil Girl. Sounds nice. Remind me again of the taboo nature of all this? Thank you. [LarrySmith] 2002-11-04 16:10:02

A 'Lil Girl. Ha...well, getting rid of someone certainly isn't the "clean term," isn't it? [PrometheusX] 2002-11-04 12:42:14

Haunting Me I love Greenwheel too (dim halo is my fav. song) and they all went to high school right around where I live. I thought they were mostly local so I was suprised to see that you named your diary that. Right on! :) [angeleyes83] 2002-11-01 14:36:51

Haunting Me Is your diary named after the Greenwheel song? If so, I love them and know a few of the band members--they're from where I live. [angeleyes83] 2002-10-28 14:33:00

Haunting Me I feel for you girl cuz i was in the such a similar situation. i have one word of advice for you... ignore. dont respond to his emails - not now, not ever. if he hears from you -- even you saying that you are not interested it will get him on a roll thinking that he can get to you. i screwed up a lot by dating someone i shouldnt have and i have to hate myself every day for doing so. i wasnt strong enough to stop it way ahead of when i should have but you have that chance. IGNORE his email. in addition, i know what u mean about wanting to erase everything that ever happened because it neauseates you. i know too well. [Eraser] 2002-10-26 20:12:52

Haunting Me Sounds like silence won't deter him. I bet a very short email would be your best bet. Seriously, one sentence. Two at the most. "Sorry, not interested. Take care." [LarrySmith] 2002-10-26 14:52:34

Haunting Me you expect to get rid of him in a good way? [PrometheusX] 2002-10-25 12:37:41

Venus & Mars Well, we can't expect everyone to like the exact same things as us. It's good to like different things. Be glad that he's not a girl, because girls tend to lose themselves in guys, and we just end up liking everything they do. [aimeeisqueen] 2002-10-12 02:26:21

Whatever, dude! What a weirdo. He obviously didn't have any social skills. [angeleyes83] 2002-10-02 14:40:20

Whatever, dude! glad ya had fun!! [CrazyKhrissy0706] 2002-09-29 16:15:31

Whatever, dude! definitely a GREAT feeling to know someone missed you!!! Damn, is Fred 16? I totally agree with you. That's an issue I won't deal with.I mean, when its not even your good friend or bf/gf. By the way, I'm on the west coast. :( Got any ideas on how to get your guitar player??? Maybe go into the city more often to see bands? I know a great band you can check out in NY. [Infinite Love] 2002-09-29 15:09:24

Cats & Dogs I hear you are one hot chick... [Spenser] 2002-09-28 21:08:18

Cats & Dogs ya, I play guitar. Do you live close to NYC? [Infinite Love] 2002-09-28 20:00:24

Cats & Dogs I agree with Larry. I almost always agree with Larry. He definitely is not making himself look very good. He got mad because you couldn't finish sucking on him? Hmm...he's understanding. But let me ask you something. Is it really a good idea to be doing that when you have sores in your mouth? I hope he gets some type of infection....the asshole. [aimeeisqueen] 2002-09-27 17:20:37

Cats & Dogs Sounds like you need a vacation from HIM. I think people watch too much TV and movies, and so they think that all you have to do to calm a 'hysterical' woman is to forcibly hug and hold her. Think about how many times that happens on TV and such. So, he tried that. But this is the real world, and forced hugs don't make her weak and submissive. And to hang up on someone because the conversation is not going his way shows that he is not interested in real communication; he only wants to lecture and decree. This entry of yours does not make him seem to great. [LarrySmith] 2002-09-27 15:11:37

Cats & Dogs MY jaw dropped when I read what he said to you. What a f-cking a--hole. I agree with you about the manners part completely. I hate dating someone only to find out that his mother wasn't very good at teaching him how to treat women. You were totally validated in getting mad. I'm mad for you. [angeleyes83] 2002-09-25 15:54:56

Cats & Dogs i think your right in letting him go when you get someone new. He just sounds a little clueless. But you could help him out with a hint or two. Communication can sometimes bring wonders instead of hoping someone will be a mind reader. But I can't believe he's so cheap with you, him working full time and you a student! When my ex girlfriend came home from school this summer I practically paid for everything to take her out because we were in the same situation you are. Ya, get someone who GETS it. [Infinite Love] 2002-09-25 10:16:34

my PONY Lol...whatever pleases you??? Lol...hell...you fuck too much, don't you? [PrometheusX] 2002-09-21 23:02:55

my PONY Thank you so much , i just started my dairy and i've been getting depressed from reading everybody elses entrys. Finally a dairy that is upbeat ...... and dirty. [Two Fisted] 2002-09-19 16:50:35

Late Night Movies... i totally know what u mean once i cum porn just doesent turn me on anymore bye [Anonymous] 2002-09-18 18:54:24

my PONY ...Taboo complications... [1HotChick] 2002-09-18 09:16:39

my PONY Here's what I don't get.... If you guys have such a hard time staying away from each other, why would you even try? What made you guys decide to stop seeing each other? [aimeeisqueen] 2002-09-18 00:43:52

my PONY Sounds good. It's tough to want each other, but to feel not good about jumping in completely. I wish I had great advise as to how to resolve that part of the relationship. I really hope it works out well for everyone. [LarrySmith] 2002-09-15 16:09:01

my PONY Fucking?! Lovemaking?! LOL...Whatever term pleases you...pleases me the same. ; ) [1HotChick] 2002-09-15 13:59:20

my PONY Lol...hell, sounds like he was trying to put you on one hell of a guilt trip after your whole few days of a break up. Lovemaking...lol...sounds more like fucking to me. [PrometheusX] 2002-09-15 13:42:06

my PONY yum! sounds great. Me and my ex used to be like. Miss a month and when we saw each other it was like we hadn't seen each other in years how much we wanted each other. [Infinite Love] 2002-09-15 13:40:23

Like a Virgin So, are you guys exclusive or what?? Not that I'm one to talk...but if you're having sex without condoms, you damn well better make sure he isn't sleeping with anyone else. [aimeeisqueen] 2002-09-12 16:17:03

Like a Virgin yes he will like it, i love a trimmed pussy mmm mwah xxx stay sexy [fantasy_maker] 2002-09-09 12:55:53

Like a Virgin Everything will be alright...you believe him? Lol...Everything will be alright for HIM. [PrometheusX] 2002-09-08 17:20:36

N/A haha u didnt leave a comment in my diary!! i musta been thinking of someone else lol, pls come and leave one then i wont seem like such a fool :P xxx [fantasy_maker] 2002-09-01 13:58:54

N/A Hey baby, i just read all ur diary and i love it, i was constantly hard through out lol dont know if thats ur intention, prob not but i hope u write more soon, thx for ur comment in my dairy hope u can leave more soon. xxx [fantasy_maker] 2002-09-01 13:55:37

N/A Sex can be so complicated sometimes. At least you guys care about each other (from what I can tell), and that will make it so much better. [aimeeisqueen] 2002-09-01 01:04:54

N/A You are a doll for not freaking out about his sexual tendencies yet. One of my ex-GF's and I had a HORRIBLE start... same kind of things.... I couldn't get it going, and when it finally did cooperate, I'd blow my wad in moments. She was totally patient, and before long, all was well. And I mean VERY well. We ended up bombing the hell out of each other. In fact, I miss her often. He just is experiencing nervous jitters. It will pass. Carry on! [LarrySmith] 2002-08-31 19:53:11

N/A Sheesh, he sounds so hell bent on having sex with you, I wouldn't be suprised if he said the "falling in love with you" part to do so. The only reason I'm saying this is because he's sounds so desparate about "missing out on his chance." I mean, come on! If he did love you, he can certainly bear waiting a bit longer, no matter what. [PrometheusX] 2002-08-31 04:13:39

Dazed LOL...blue balls...no doubt. [1HotChick] 2002-08-18 13:58:14

Dazed That guy has to have major blue balls by now. I think you need to either go all the way with him or stop the fooling around all together. [EtanCash] 2002-08-18 01:34:18

Dazed Stories like this illustrate why guys don't always respect the word "NO". My suggestion to you is, if you want to do it, then DO IT, and do it big time. If you don't then DON'T. But quit with the mixed signals to him, and yourself. In my humble opinion. [LarrySmith] 2002-08-17 14:21:11

Dazed To be honest, the first time doesn't always matter. It just matters who you have sex with, not how many times you've done it, or whether or not you're a virgin. The person tends to make it more important and memorable. [PrometheusX] 2002-08-17 00:33:39

Dazed You should always do whatever you want to do. As long as it's not illegal, and as long as you don't hurt anyone. [aimeeisqueen] 2002-08-16 23:16:04

Auto Shop Gigi, with the same last name.... can you check your family tree to see if he really is close to you, family-wise? If he's not close, go for it. In my opinion. [LarrySmith] 2002-08-05 22:18:46

Auto Shop I say as long as you guys don't have the same blood running through you, you're fine. Then again, I can ALMOST see where you're coming from. [aimeeisqueen] 2002-08-05 03:27:22

Auto Shop why don't have sex with him?? [EtanCash] 2002-08-04 21:47:47

Taboo II he is just happy that you are bobbing up and down on his lollipop [EtanCash] 2002-08-04 21:44:59

Auto Shop Lol. Hopefully it's not married guy. [PrometheusX] 2002-08-04 21:24:48

Taboo II You know...we may have completely different views on this, but I actually think the whole same last name thing makes everything easier. You know why?? If you get married, you don't have to go through the hassle of changing your last name. Or even deciding if your going to take his name or keep your own. [aimeeisqueen] 2002-07-31 03:03:31

Taboo II I don't think it's sick cause you aren't actually related. I know a couple that got married and they had the same last name. It was kool for the girl cause she didn't have to change her last name! SOme names are just more common than others...it happens. Whatever you decide to do, good luck. [TinyStudio01] 2002-07-30 21:52:32

Taboo II I see how you're feeling about this, but I'm also not "religiously inclined," either. So I have no care for the whole last name thing. [PrometheusX] 2002-07-30 05:00:05

Taboo II Actually, I don't think anything's wrong. Despite the whole last name thing, you have no blood relation whatsoever, correct? You'll feel like you sinned? Lol...since when was sucking dick fine? You might as well go for it if you want it that bad. [PrometheusX] 2002-07-29 21:38:45

Taboo II Wow. This sounds complicated to me. Good luck on whatever you decide to do.... Love and Peace... ~Sunshine~ [The1TheyCallSunshine] 2002-07-29 21:13:49

TABOO BOING! What IS the nature of the relationship between you two that makes this not okay? Do tell. [LarrySmith] 2002-07-29 15:53:37

TABOO What exactly is your and Gigi's "relationship?" Family wise, of course. [PrometheusX] 2002-07-28 06:07:35

N/A I would tell him you are involved with someone else now, and want to pursue something with him. If you aren't comfortable with being around him then avoid him like the plauge. One thing to consider, it a lot better to just tell someone you aren't interested, then to continue to fake it and play with their emotions. [EtanCash] 2002-07-20 14:01:01

Incredible Interesting diary ;) and yeah, Enrique is pretty yummy. [angelic_devil] 2002-07-20 01:11:41

N/A Hey Gurl, What ever you do, DON'T TRUST HIM. You are so right for not wanting to be alone, or even with him. I don't know anything about your guys' "affair" but you said it was all fun and games. Keep it that way...Expecially if he makes you feel uncomfortable, stay away from him. Better Safe Than Sorry.Peace. ~Tracy~ [Faithfully Currupt] 2002-07-18 19:32:16

N/A Yeesh, that doesn't sound good from any angle. Remember, you don't owe him any big expanations for how much or how little time you want to devote to him. "It's just not a good idea", or "I'm really busy these days" are examples of how to state your policy without giving out names and addresses. HE is responsible for HIM (and he always has been!). Good luck. [LarrySmith] 2002-07-18 18:48:11

N/A Things rarely work out how they're "supposed" to. You really just have to go into everything head first and take whatever it comes with. [aimeeisqueen] 2002-07-18 03:43:34

N/A trust your feelings on this one ... this guy sounds manipulative and aggressive. best not to be alone with him. good luck [qsd smokeless joe] 2002-07-18 00:53:50

N/A Hahaha...well, isn't that just precious? He probably is obsessed with you. I'd be scared, too. But hell, just stay away from him. [PrometheusX] 2002-07-18 00:52:40

N/A Hey there! I guess some people never learn the meaning of no or when enough is enough. Hopefully his brain will kick in sometime soon for ya. Good Luck with this :) -Lacy [YankeeGirl] 2002-07-18 00:48:37

N/A boy i really don't what to tell you.... Hope life treat you good what ever you want to do talk to you later tony [Ahrenots] 2002-07-18 00:46:44

Almost Blind Date Sounds like someone is smitten!! So I guess personality can only go so far. [EtanCash] 2002-07-17 22:41:58

Summer Blues Omg gurl, I feel you 100%. I've been there b4. It is like as soon as you see the guy you just have to take an amazingly deep breath. Like a lightning bolt just hit you, but no matter how crazy it feels you just have to get closer, and closer until you are right there trying to get the guys to say "Hey". I just wanted to say that i understand, and your summer is not ruined cause of him. It will only be bad if you let it be bad. Peace. ~Tracy~ [Faithfully Currupt] 2002-07-17 09:47:24

Almost Blind Date Sounds like you've got a full social calender. Isn't great to be a girl today?! I hope all your future endevors turn out as good as the ones you wrote about. Good luck! ~Tracy~ [Faithfully Currupt] 2002-07-17 09:40:32

Summer Blues I agree with Larry. That's bullshit how he acted. On the other hand, maybe there were other issues involved that you're just not aware of. [aimeeisqueen] 2002-07-09 02:52:03

Summer Blues Having a short-term fling is one thing; having that fling without the knowledge of the other person is another. It's a shame he couldn't have been more up front about his intentions last summer. Especially if you two were getting along well. It's puzzling. [LarrySmith] 2002-07-08 14:47:23

Summer Blues What is it that you look for in a guy? You seem really erractic in what you want. Do you even know what you want or are looking for? [EtanCash] 2002-07-08 12:45:50

Getting There Happy 4th of July!!!!!!Happy 4th of July!!!!!!Happy 4th of July!!!!!!Happy 4th of July!!!!!!Happy 4th of July!!!!!!Happy 4th of July!!!!!!Happy 4th of July!!!!!!Happy 4th of July!!!!!!Happy 4th of July!!!!!!Happy 4th of July!!!!!! [angel1213] 2002-07-04 16:39:49

Getting There How old are you? I'm sure you've said, but I can't remember. [aimeeisqueen] 2002-07-03 14:46:42

Getting There I don't think men ever grow up!! [emma jane] 2002-07-03 00:54:21

My Appearance Well, let's see a picture! Tell us where to find it, or send me one in confidence to larrysmith60605@yahoo.com. [LarrySmith] 2002-07-01 22:00:36

It's Been Awhile Damn lying bastards. Why do guys have to be so damn typical? I hate them all. Sometimes I wish I could be a lesbian.... No, not really. I love guys as much as I hate them. [aimeeisqueen] 2002-06-27 00:57:31

what is sex...really. I'm not gonna tell you what sex IS...it all depends on the people, but i will tell my view....To be sex is about being w/ the person you love, it is VERY emotional as well as physical...having sex is one thing MAKING LOVE is quite different... [marie811] 2002-06-23 15:41:08

Never pleased... "Those who can, do. Those who can't, talk." Very true, eh? [LarrySmith] 2002-06-10 13:36:43

Never pleased... Looks like you got a lucky break in the long run. Good for you! [miasma] 2002-06-09 00:02:51

No More Fun I agree with ur comments. Thats why i have no regrets with this whole affair thing...I'd always be wondering & fantasizing 'bout what could've been... [1HotChick] 2002-06-05 18:41:25

No More Fun Sometimes the mystery if better than the real thing. Those are the people that you don't want to end up with. You need to look for someone that is better as the real thing. [aimeeisqueen] 2002-06-05 01:09:45

No More Fun Yay! You've "been there and done that" now. And with no harm done to anyone. Let's hope he gets the picture. Crisis averted! [LarrySmith] 2002-06-04 23:01:25

One Last Time The most important thing is to not have regrets. You're already at that point, so you're one step ahead of me. [aimeeisqueen] 2002-05-30 02:17:38

A 'Lil Tongue Action Hmmm interesting. I was with a guy who had a fiance once, but I didn't know that. I don't like to ask myself hard questions but I sometimes wonder whether I'd have been with him even if I had known? I think maybe I would have. In my case it was simply that I was lonely, and wanted affection. Anyways, it's all good. :) Love Aims :) XX. [oz_slut] 2002-05-28 02:08:25

Love Mail Truly, do what you want. But don't forget the facts of all this. At best, it may be fun for a time, but it will wind up going nowhere. Guaranteed. IMHO, he is using the L-word very liberally. The oldest trick in the book is the most successful even today: Present yourself as being a nicer guy than you really are. (remember, I am 36, and never married!) BE CAREFUL. [LarrySmith] 2002-05-24 16:52:56

Beautiful Girl When did u start to talk to a married guy? Havent read up on your journal in a while.. hey im me ok? oo4evafyneoo.. talk to u soon! Me [Dream1over] 2002-05-23 19:27:38

Beautiful Girl DAMN...i just KNEW someone was gonna say we're BOTH to blame...I guess I already (kinda) knew that...hehe, but u're also right about another thing---U only live once....: p [1HotChick] 2002-05-21 23:43:15

Beautiful Girl My advice is to be very careful. People always think they know exactly what they're getting themselves into, but they don't. I know right now you think that it'll only be temporary, and his wife will never know, but you might feel differently six months from now. I'm the same way as you...we both try to justify what we do. The bottom line is (and I know you won't want to hear it) that even if he pursues you, you're both to blame. But you know, what the hell? You only live once. [aimeeisqueen] 2002-05-20 01:42:26

A Stolen Kiss My friend hooked up with a married guy at work, and now he and his wife are divorced. My friend is now practically living with him. I don't know what will happen with them. And now I'M attracted to a married guy at work. It sucks. [